Virginia Smith (Virginia@wholewomanshealth.com)
23 August, 2009
Thinking of you…still
18 March, 2005
May god hold you close, and bless your family.
from…A lonely soul
03 November, 2001
My heart seems to be breaking more and more every day. Why, why why did this happen???? Why did the time we spent together fade away, away into this??? Where did I go wrong? I loved you so much………I still do. It was so many years ago that we were together, yet you are still such a strong force in my life…even in your death. I thought that time would heal my wounds……..It hasn’t. I find myself thinking of you more and more every day. Wishing I had a photo of you to hang onto….something anything………All I have is the dear, dear memories I have of you…of us. Brandon is 15 now. It is hard to believe it was that long ago that we were together………15 years. I will be 32 in one week………..32. The same age you were when you left this place, when you left me forever. ~G~
15 November, 2000
Lord bless you and keep you, the lord make his face to shine upon you and give you peace.
14 June, 2000
I had a dream about you the other night. It was very strange. I went to Oklahoma, to the grave yard. It was very dark and the cemetary had not had any upkeep in a very long time. I could not find your grave. It was terrifying to think that you have walked out of my life once again. I love you and miss you very dearly. thinking of you always……Love always, Your Gina
07 November, 1999
I am consumed with thoughts of you. It is almost as if you are trying to tell me something, only I cannot figure out what it is. I miss you… the regrets I have are eating me alive. Why am I hurting so much? I love you always. (G)
05 September, 1999
2 days ago it was your birthday, but I could not bring myself to visit your grave. The pain is still so strong and I think about you every minute of every day. They say time heals all wounds, but it does not seem so in this case. So many regrets, I don’t know how I’ll ever be able to go on without you. Know that I love you and miss you dearly.
all my love,
26 February, 1999
Today has been one year since you passed away, so I am here to leave “flowers” at your grave. I was unable to make the trip to Tulsa to put real flowers at your memorial and for that I am truly sorry. I miss and love you still. Not one day passes that you are not on my mind. Love, Gina
19 January, 1999
I find myself wanting to visit your “real” grave…but don’t have time to take the 18 hour round trip. I miss you so much and think of you every minute of every day. I can’t wait until I can see you again. I am so afraid that your girls are going to forget you…especially Taylor. I can only hope and pray that Kerri will keep your memory alive…and that she’ll always tell the girls how wonderful you were, and not dwell on how you passed away. I miss you…and love you more than you’ll ever know……take care… I hope you are in the arms of an angel right now…….. All my love… Gina
17 December, 1998
My Dearest Patrick:
December 18th has always been a special day for me. For us. The day of our first date….12 years ago. I cannot believe it has been that long. For 12 years, I have spent my life loving you. Hoping and wishing to be with you again. And I find myself, now, more than ever, still wishing to be with you again. I know you are in a better place. But that does not make the time I spend thinking about you any easier. You would be proud of me though. I am moving on with my life. Every day, I am getting stronger and more able to move on. When I finally see you in Heaven, you will be so surprised at what a stong, positive person I am…. I love you now and always. You are in my heart and prayers.
07 November, 1998
I am so glad they finally put up this memorial. Just wanted to leave flowers here for you. I love you and think of you always… Love, Gina
02 November, 1998
Patrick, I love and miss you so much. You are in my heart, thoughts and prayers always.
My love, Gina